Hi Edling,
Thank you very much, here are my thoughts and my Mix.
To understand the song, I looked at the lyrics:
In the verses, the lyrical ego asks his counterpart for help and shows how badly he is doing.
In the second verse, the lyrical ego complains about his hopeless situation and the attempt to eliminate the suffering through pain.
In the refrain, the lyrical ego shows strength and defines his self-destruction as autonomy and self-determination.
Only the last sentence offers a glimpse of a way out through something like personality development or personality denial. That remains open. Further thoughts are slowly faded out.
My mix would like to follow these thoughts. The verses are intended to show a quiet helplessness, a voice that sticks close to the listener.
The refrain shows the strength and rebellion of the lyrical ego and becomes louder and more outcry and ends in the even louder extatic bridge.
The quiet acoustic break poses the final question, which ends in the outro and fades out.
I have routed an instrument bus for this, the volume of which I automate.
I also automated the parallel snare compressor to follow the feelings.
I stretched many instruments outwards to emphasize the loneliness of the voice in the middle. In the chorus, the vocals become stronger and broader due to the polyphony.
With the noise intro, I wondered what that was all about. When I found this swirling sound while trying it out, it was the sound that drew me into this world of thoughts like a whirlpool.
My aim when mixing is always to support the song and the message. I hope that worked a little.
Thank you for this opportunity and the great song!!!!
MY MIX
Kick: EQ, KSHMR Essential Kick, Kramer Pie, Spicerack
Snare: EQ, dbx 160, UADx 1176 Rev E parallel
HH: EQ LowCut
Toms: dbx 160
OH: Model N, Neve Channel, Split EQ to lower the room
Amb: EQ, very quite
Shaker/Tamb: NI Raum
DRM Bus: Chandler Limiter Germanium, Neve 33609 C, EQ
Bass Line: API 30Hz, Distressor (slatedigital)
Bass Amp: RBASS, EQ
BASS Bus: EQ, Split EQ more bass transients
Git Acoustic: TubeTech CL 1B, EQ, TC 8210 Club-reverb
Git Dist: EQ, Korneff Amplified Instrument Processor, PawnShop parallel, TC 8210 reverb
Git Solo: True Iron, EQ
Git Tremolo re: True Iron, EQ, SoftubeSpring Reverb, Aurora reverb cathedral
Git Tremolo li: True Iron, EQ, , Aurora reverb cathedral more Predelay
Git Wha: EQ, Aurora reverb ambience
Git Bus: Magma BB Tubes, Pultec EQ, Neutron 4 unmask the Bass
Key Noise: EQ, Harrison Tremoöo Panner, ADA Flanger, Valhalla shimmer, Storch Filter
Key Pad: EQ
Key Strings: EQ, Kiive Tape Face
Instrument Bus: EQ, Curve Equator, IDX Intelligent Dynamic
Vox Lead: Silk Vocal, 1176 Rev A, LA 2A silver, EQ, Pultec EQ, smart desser
Vox Lead double: EQ, automated Ripple Delay
Vox reverb: UAD 480 L, 1,925ms, 70ms predelay, EQ, stock Compressor
Delay: Echoboy slapDelay
BGV Bus: Silk Vocal, Aurora reverb
Reference: BenjiRage, Acoustic Spaces, jw,HIM, edling
MixBus: omnipressor, Ampex ATR-102 Master Tape, Ozone Low End Focus, bx refinement, ManleyMassivPassive MST, SSL G3 Multiband Comp, Ozone Clarity, ElJuan Limiter
Monitor: KSD Digital C8, avantone, Audeze LCD XC, small treated room with IK ARC Studio
Maybe you like it,
Peter